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إذا ما نظرنا الى هذا العمل الباسل فنرى توجه سلمي يتكون من حركة و وشجاعة وقوة وتوكل على الله ، في البحر ، لإخواننا في غزة ؛ سنرى شيئا واحدا فقط ،إن العالم كان ينتظر منا نحن أصحاب الحق التحرك ، فكما علمنا ونعلم أن الحقوق تضيع في حال سكوت أصحابها عنها( هكذا علمتنا دنيا الحلم الغربي) ، وهنا نحن نعمل وننشد ، ونصرخ دون أن حراك ، فبقيت اسرائيل متعجرفة ، وازددنا ضعفا .
أما فيما يخص القوة العسكرية فلا قيمة لها ، فقد جرح اثنان من الجنود الاسرائيلين في مواجهة رجال ونساء عزل بلا سلاح ، فكيف الحال بعكس ذلك ؟
المطالبة بالحق مهما طالت تبقى بذمة المتعدي سواء كان شخص ، أو دولة أو عصابة، فبمعملاتنا اليومية ، شدد المشرع على الديون وضرورة سدادها قبل الممات ،وجاء شراعنا الناسخين للقوانين الغربية بفكرة تقادم الحقوق، فيسقط حق الاشخاص بالمطالبة بحقوقهم بعد مرور حقبة من الزمن، فإذا كان هذا في المعاملات اليومية قد شرع من قبل الناسخين لقوانين الغرب ، فهل فيه نظرية مؤامرة لإدخال تلك الفكرة على عقولنا، فهل يسقط الحق بمرور الزمن، نجيب بسوط واحد يموت الحق بإبادتنا عن بكرة ابينا ، وسيظهر المولى عز وجل الحق رغم انف المعتدين .
لم يطلب ابطال الاسطول التحرير ، بل طلبوا فك الحصار ، خطوة انسانية اجتمعت عليها جميع الامم ما عدا اسرائيل ، طلبوا ايصال الطعام والمواد الاساسية لشعب أعزل ، فمن اسطول أعزل الى شعب أعزل ، ارتعبت اسرائيل ، آن الاوان لنرى باعيننا عناصر المعادلة ، لا خوف من اسرائيل ، فالقوة المادية لم تكن ذات أهمية عبر تاريخنا في المنطقة ، فمجرد التحرك نحو شواطئ العدو ، ارجفهم ، وادفئ قلوبهم ، فمالنا لا نرى الحقيقة.
تحركت الحكومات العربية والغربية محرجة من من؟من بعضها أو من شعبها ، لا يهم ، المهم أن الحكومات قد تحركت كل بقدر كبريائه.
اسرائيل تخشى على نفسها ، فهي ترى نهايتها قريبة ، فهذه الحملة فيها كسر لأنفها اليهودي المعكوف ، وإنها لا تضرب كل شيئ عرض الحائط ، فالحائط عندها مقدس ، ولكنها تتخبط، والله مخزيهم في الدنيا والآخرة.

Israel ” a leading role in Moulin Rouge”.

IT is really unexplainable how the world loves the ” Israeli state” , quite similar i may say the love of Nicole Kidman in “Moulin Rouge” , where she is a pretty whore , sings , dances and sells her body to the richest , and yet the rest of the actors are in love with her , she steels , forges , fobs off the customers , and yet they still love her so deeply they keep singing about it all through the movie , she is rude, unethical , accuses others with prostitution yet she is all that and more. With all due respect to the actor .

Listening to the news last night on BBC it was amazing how Israel was loosing credibility in this world , yet we still hear the words ” good relations with Israel”. Damn she is getting away with it.

Check this out : all heard on BBC

a. Australia expels an Israel diplomat after a probe blames Israel for the use of forged passports in the murder of a Hamas leader Mabhouh. Australian Prime minister said ” it is not the first time”. By the way the UK was abused the same way yet nothing happened.

b.” an alleged nuclear pact between Israel and apartheid South Africa. Documents to be published in a new book show Israel agreed to give South Africa nuclear weapons in 1975, the Guardian newspaper has reported.

c.” Mordechai Vanunu, the technician who revealed that Israel had nuclear weapons, has begun a three-month jail term for violating the terms of his release in 2004.

After all that , and of course there is more regarding Israel’s foreign affairs , they still lover her.

I really love the music on Moulin Rouge , I love how every body dances with a perfect rhythm to the perfect music , I love how my favorite songs are sang in one long song by the lover of the whore and the staff of that famous night club , I love how the jealousy dance using the famous song “Roxane” started with love , intimacy , then betrayal, hate and jealousy, then murder , and in the end the whore dies because of a disease , of course she spent most of her time trying maintain her work and forgot her inner self, yes she dies.

I never finished the movie until a couple of days ago, I thought it was unethical , yet I loved the music, and it is really interesting to see how the actual story will end of Israel .

Magic Pill

Seriously what did you expect to read????
Did I find it ? well ,
We all get upset when we find someone representing some kind of religion that swears , spits or take a pee on the side of the street , or even expressing the words as metaphor , refusing an Idea that was presented to him verbally.
The actual state of mind these people may be in , thinking that “religion” gave them the right to decide what is right and what is wrong , and made them one of those who can say “No” to something, refusing it hard enough that no one can talk back. And that they without any effort have reached a place where certain rituals will guide them not to fall into sins. ( that sound like a magic pill to me.)
Religion and the knowledge of God does only one thing ” switch the light ON” inside our heads , we then can see clearly , the dirt in that little or big or medium room , we see how deep the roots are , we can understand why we act this way , why we shout sometimes and most of all why we act insanely with others awkwardly. The cleaning up is what makes us good humans compatibly aligned with the religions purpose. Or at least that is what I think. We do get these uncontrolled tempers when we just want to act as we feel like, knowing it is wrong is part of religion , cleaning it up and backing off is another part, together with consistency brings us closer to God.

Isn’t that what it is all about ? Isn’t Religion is Light , Allah who brings us from darkness to light ? Devil promises us Darkness and Allah’s promises us Light? Allah himself is light as Prophet Mohammad once said ” how can I see Allah when he is all Light?”
Light is Noor … I hope I can clean up my mess now I can see it clearly.

Some of us do things that they cannot explain , sometimes feelings that they cannot express , we can only know what is wrong with us , only if God gave us light. So those of us who did get that light , its cleaning time.

AmmanTT

Last Tuesday on the 3rd of may 2010 something happened , a bunch of young men who believed in sharing the information they had stood up and made something happen regardless of the hardships they faced.
Gathering more than 300 attendances and over 450 online viewers AmmanTT ( Amman Tech Tuesdays) gave a chance to all its members attendances and participators to show their passion about technologies and how to share information in order to prosper , staring with Fouad Jeryes , then me then a bright young man who took us all to his online business knowledge and experience then last but not least ended with Dr. Usama Fayad who’s main title was how important The Arabic language was through history and towards the future of sharing knowledge , he explained in a very interesting presentation the power we posses , only if we concentrated on our language to make it alive again. He also gave all the listeners a chance to innovate , throwing the light on all the untouched areas waiting to be developed in the portal business.
I participated in a couple of seminars , conferences and forums, but AmmanTT had an ethical code behind it that motivated all to speak with passion.
I conclude this article by saying :
” Sharing information builds a healthy developing community”

Problems ,

I was listening to Tracy Chapmin’s song ” Bang Bang Bang” , something made stop for a moment , problems can be easily solved by elimination , it is not so hard to press the trigger, since we have been looking at the TV for so long , all we see is violence and killing, of course we do see love and Romance ” respectively speaking “. But when you see something weird or even something you usually refuse Over and Over again it becomes normal.
So solving any small problem becomes easy to those who do not know better.

Blurred vision

Once upon a time there was a man called Musta3ar , he had a personality to lease others, when a religious man talked to him , he claimed religious beliefs , when a war lord called him he became a patriot that was willing to sacrifice his life for the cause, when his musician friends sang to him , he knew how to sing , play an instrument and even had a favorite singer ,and so on .
He never lied , in fact he was in a search to find out practically who he was.
He made a choice that combined his shallow knowledge of everything , and of course how he was raised.
Nevertheless , he never understood him self quite clearly until he started facing things with the personality he chose to be.
His road is getting cleared , but it is so unclear , he is learning from scratch. He only perfects things he believes in.
He is fun to be with , but it is becoming very tiring to be around him.
Gazzazni , I want to get rid of him , but I don’t know how.
He is a good man, but claims knowledge of everything. He barely allows anybody to speak.
Musat3ar leave me please…

Racism ” shut the frog up” tale

It has been very common that people in our beloved country , take an extra pride of where they come from , rather than who they are, this kind of pride is very attached with the personality raised in our us as children , you will find parents say ” don’t be like them!!!” and find other parents say ” Look at him , be like them!!!” so its always joining a tribe to belong , whether that tribe hold the same last name or not.
Now as I lived in Amman , I found out that Racists do have things in common , they usually look good , ( being proud needs to be justified ) , and they usually love a bigger figure “The Prince ” who will come one day and give them a Kiss or a hand shake , or a scolding anything would do for them, such racists always have their eyes half closed (pride) , nose up almost all the time looking very proud with their, look powerful and scary ” but they are not” very fragile , always on their four on a leaf somewhere in the stinky water they have been living in, their actions have nothing to do with their looks , they always get you by surprise as they put their tong out to catch that fly, they build most of their personality on that superior Frogy feeling .
Who knows maybe the frog is as proud as they are, and maybe the frog will be kissed by the prince in the tale out of sympathy , but the frog will always stay a frog and the prince will always stay a prince, and you will always be surprised who the prince in the equation might be, for some frogs he/she is the CEO of the company or his wife, for others a wise man bullshit talking round the year doing nothing, for others a Parliament member, and the list goes on, even some Muslim scholars can be identified here as ” The Prince” , but always keep in mind the prince will always be a prince and the frog will keep on frogging until kissed , the frog will then know ” the frog will stay a frog , even after the prince’s kiss”. .
So that being said let me give you the Jordanian Tale called
” Shut the Frog up!!!”
“Once upon a time , in the middle eastern desert of sahara , where only the camels can walk on the silky sand and only Arabs can ride the way through the stars of bears , where to? to the land of rivers and water , a land that once was called heaven of Al Sham , was ruled by a just King who loved his people and lived his life trying to put food on the table , so charismatic people started dreaming meeting him just to tell him how much they love him and to let him in on a few secrets of the underworld , his son was a handsome young prince who was very bright and also loved by his people, but on the other side of the kingdom , were ugly beasts trying to overtake the Kingdom , they were so ugly people can recognize them whenever they see them, they entered into the Kingdom with huge mind laundering skim to shake the citizen’s trust in the King and his Son, they have succeeded to enter , but through only convincing little creatures called frogs , these creatures lived where the people go to drink and have a good time around the lakes and rivers, they where everywhere , they used their consistent frogging system broadcasting their thoughts inside the Kingdom , trying to divide the people of this wonderful Kingdom that has always been known with its unity, it started by praising the King and His son, adapting to what the people love, then they started to getting richer and gathering people around them even though they were frogs, but some weak hearted people thought ” Kiss the frog from his mouth until you get your share from the money” , what the people didn’t know that the frog was promised by the ugly creatures on the other side of the kingdom , that when they conquer the Kingdom , they will make the Charming prince Kiss them and turn them back into Humans .
Poor frogs believed that they were one day humans , and believed the creatures wanted to take over , and poor the people who are around them they will always stay poor.” The tale has stopped here.
Never has it occurred to us that Frogs will always stay frogs , don’t be fooled by that Golden shining star on their chests , or that golden ring , they are frogs and they are still telling us who is better than who , they are not uniting us , they are dividing us and we all know that dividing the people into parties is always bad, we are one country , and we are all Jordanians , no one is better than the other , we are either Good Citizens or we are Frogs followers.
The Jews are Uniting the world through their intelligent recruiting with a slogan ” unite the world” and they are using their Kabala Teachings for Uniting people around them and dividing us, they are doing worldwide congresses in the Untied States just for that purpose , let us not put our unity at stake here , we all are sitting ducks for them, never think you are superior , nor you are less than others , we are all equal and actions not origin differs people.
So whenever a frog speaks PLEASE ” Shut the Frog up”

The Dream

I have a word for some of the ones i love, a word that may never change their lives, but at least it would give them a glance of how I am making it through the days.
You may be locked in pretty walls, or you may be winning on every corner of your life, you got the smile, and you got the way, maybe you have the wisdom that gets you through the day, feathered wings that takes you in the speed of light to edges of the world just to find out what is happening there, more money than anyone could ever dream of, or maybe ethics that keep you self-contained, or people who love you as time clicks away.
But the Dream my friend to stand in a place that will keep you in people’s head , the Dream , that will not be accomplished by losing or winning the fancy stay in this life , the Dream , To help others to grant their brothers something to see beyond those filthy pretty walls and make belief signs , to tell that winning big fish in a bowl , there is a sea with endless streams , that beautiful singing bird in a cage there are skies that mean more than just endless air, are things that will keep you giving until you are dead, who knows maybe death will never end your prayers , and maybe Endings have bigger things to unveil, you don’t have to see all what you have made , for deeds can grow as times passes by , for a million lives can come and go on that same peas of ground, only when you have that Dream that might change people’s lives , that Dream will always keep you rhymed , that Dream can give you a hand before you cry.
So dream my friend because they say that as you close your eyes your soul flies into the skies to sing with the universe of God, we are all here for a reason and you are the one who can find out what your Dream should be.

Early morning Post

Mornings do have a magical effect on me , the earlier the more magical , I can almost see the light within me , I have so much time to think about things I know , connect them with things I believe in , make new portraits , draw living goals drilling impossible ways , somehow the morning is a message from Allah , telling us there is nothing forever in this life , time is moving , stars are rotating in their orbits no matter how small or how huge the orbit , they are all closed circles :) Oops , yes they are , so since our minds are huge and we were granted those ” brains” then there is nothing impossible when the creator is at your side, because of your approach to Allah no matter how small , the feedback will be above your expectations.
Rules of Islam free your soul, the more you have control over your body and desires the purer your gateway will be , hence you will be tuned to Most Merciful the most Gracious’s channel , you will be able to receive and acknowledge your data, we are all receiving yet we don’t know it and don’t feel it, that is why Islam is way to faith , and that is why Allah told us” don’t say we have faith , say we are Muslims , until faith enters your hearts ” interesting rights?
For those who can’t read Arabic , the previous post was talking about how we make our own faith and destiny , proven in Quranic verses and Prophet Mohammad’s saying , in a nut shell Prophet Mohammad Peace be upon him says ” everyone of has his own place in hell and in heaven ” so they asked him ” do we give in to faith ?” he said ” no , you shall work on your deeds , for any deed releases the next” and then he read a Quranic Verse saying ” [92:5] As for him who gives to charity and maintains righteousness. [92:6] And upholds the scripture. [92:7] We will direct him towards happiness. [92:8] But he who is stingy, though he is rich. [92:9] And disbelieves in the scripture. [92:10] We will direct him towards misery. ”
SO it is a matter of choice , at each moment of our lives we have a million choice , this will allow us to choose , and each choice will reveal the similar choice of the first choice , for example if you choose to smile while you walk in the street , maybe Allah will make others smile at you, and allow you to make a new friend that day , but again you have a choice not to make that friend Allah only will direct but you make the choice . and Allah knows all the choices because they are all written.
As Muslims we know that Allah knows everything , there is nothing hidden from him in the “future” or in our chests and ofcourse the unhidden. So how come we have a choice and still he knows?
well , Allah created time and all dimensions , so in order to understand his unlimited , infinite knowledge , let us take a step out of the rules of this life because he created them , Allah Created time , since he created the sun , the earth gravity and orbits and time , if it wasn’t for time we wouldn’t be able to start and end things , deeds won’t be happening in order, dispatched by minutes and seconds. So there fore Allah The most Merciful is above and is not subjected to the rules of this world , He is above time. Imagine time as a software or application helping you to program something on the computer , simple uninstall it, you will understand that Deeds will be jointly happening without being dispatched by that program or application which we call TIME. That is how Allah Knows. But we still have a choice , the only limits we have on our choices are the power of other people’s choices which interact with ours. WE DO HAVE A CHOICE AFTER ALL.

In Ramadan our holy month , we imprison our bodies to release our souls , we control our desires to tune our hearts to Allah’s Merci and Givingness .
Let’s make a difference , Yes we can , Hope , Love , and all the words used in this year to motivate us work should be used in Ramadan , for each deed is multiplied , and each prayer gets us closer to Allah, more than you think. :) May Allah accepts our deeds

القدر

بسم الله والصلاة والسلام على رسول الله ، اللهم اجعلنا ممن نسمع القول فنتبع أحسنه،

سؤال يسئل ، في كل لحظات التقرب من الايمان ، وأحيانا في الحجج التي يستخدمها البعض لتبرير ابتعاده أو عدم إقتناعه في الدين الذي استخدمه لتقوية نفسه ثم تركه وحيدا ، ونسى الله الذي امنه من خوف وأطعمه من جوع؛ والسؤال هو

هل الانسان مخير أم مسير؟؟؟؟

هذا سؤال يحتاج الى تفصيل في طريقة عرضه على الناس ، فلا بد بطريقة العرض أن نبرز طريقة عمل الميزان وبذات الوقت قدرة الله عز وجل المطلقة في العلم الغيبي وعلم ما في الصدور والظاهر والباطن . فالحذر مطلوب لا محمول في الخوض في هذا الشأن ، والتجاوز بين على الله غير مسموح ، فقبل البدء بهذا المقال التمس من القراء الكرام التعليق بعلم في الدين ، وإن كان كلامي فيه تجاوز ( نسأل الله العافية) تنبيهي مباشرة ودون انتظار، فالحق قديم ، والرجوع اليه خير من البقاء على الباطل، والفهم الفهم فيما يلجلج في الصدور مما ليس في كتاب أو سنة. وعليه فقد قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم ”
((ما منكم من أحد إلا وقد كتب مقعده من الجنة ومقعده من النار))، قالوا: يا رسول الله أفلا نتكل على كتابنا وندع العمل؟ فقال صلى الله عليه وسلم: ((اعملوا فكل ميسر لما خلق له، أما كان من أهل السعادة فييسرون لعمل أهل السعادة، وأما من كان من أهل الشقاوة فييسرون لعمل أهل الشقاوة))، ثم قرأ رسول الله عليه الصلاة والسلام قوله تعالى: فَأَمَّا مَن أَعْطَى وَاتَّقَى (5)
وَصَدَّقَ بِالْحُسْنَى (6)
فَسَنُيَسِّرُهُ لِلْيُسْرَى (7)
وَأَمَّا مَن بَخِلَ وَاسْتَغْنَى (8)
وَكَذَّبَ بِالْحُسْنَى (9)
فَسَنُيَسِّرُهُ لِلْعُسْرَى (10)}
فالعلم بأن الخيارات متاحة امام الانسان ضروري ، فبالنتيجة نجد بأن الانسان محكوم بالزمن الذي يفصل ويرتب اعماله باليوم الواحد وفي حياته ، وهو في كل جزء من الثانية يحمل كم من الخيارات لا يمكن أن يحصيها ، وفي كل جزء من الثانية باب التوبة مفتوح امامه ، وفي كل جزء من الثانية خياراته محض ارادته، يفعل ما يشاء ، والشيئ الوحيد الذي يمكن أن يوقفه هو خيارات الاخرين وتداخلها مع بعض، والله سبحانه وتعالى ييسر الاعمال ويفتح الابواب بجنس العمل ، فإن مان خيرا فخيرا من الله ويزيد( بإذن الله) ، وإن كان شرا فمن انفسنا ويدور علينا.
مثال ،
يبدأ أذان الفجر في الساعة الرابعة والنصف ، ويقوم المسلم ليتوضأ ، هذا خيار
ييسر الله له الخروج من المنزل فيختار الخروج الى المسجد ، هذا خيار آخر.
ييسر الله له السير سالما في الطرقات للوصول الى المسجد ، فيختار السير الى المسجد هذا خيار.
وهنا ينطبق القرآن على هذا المثل بقوله تعالى ( فسنيسره لليسرى) وبيدأ الصلاة وقد اخبرنا رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم بأنه من صلى الفجر في جماعة كان في ذمة الله هذا خيار يسر الله لنا ما بعده لنختاره، ولكننا دائما مخيرين ، ولا يمكن لأحد أن يجبر على خيار ، ولذلك في كل خطوة على المسجد تحط خطيئة ، دليل على توفر الخيار في كل خطوة للمسجد.

ويأتي هنا السؤال حول علم الله سبحانه وتعالى ، إذا كا يعلم خياراتنا في الدنيا فلما الحساب ، وقد قال الله عز وجل مؤكدا ذلك
” {فَمَنْ شَاءَ ذَكَرَهُ وَمَا يَذْكُرُونَ إِلا أَنْ يَشَاءَ اللَّهُ هُوَ أَهْلُ التَّقْوَى وَأَهْلُ الْمَغْفِرَةِ} [10] سورة المدثر الآيتان 55- 56
{وَلَوْ شَاءَ رَبُّكَ مَا فَعَلُوهُ فَذَرْهُمْ وَمَا يَفْتَرُونَ}
سورة الأنعام الآية 137
{لِمَنْ شَاءَ مِنْكُمْ أَنْ يَسْتَقِيمَ وَمَا تَشَاءُونَ إِلا أَنْ يَشَاءَ اللَّهُ رَبُّ الْعَالَمِينَ}
سورة التكوير الآيتان 28- 29.
ولفهم طبيعة علم الله المطلقة ، علينا أن نعلم أن الزمن هو من خلق الله ، وان الابعاد كافة هي من خلق الله ، وما خلقت الا لتسهل علينا الحساب فقد قال تعالى
{ وهو الذي جعل الشمس ضياءً والقمر نوراً وقدَّره منازل لتعلموا عدد السنين والحساب ما خلق الله ذلك إلا بالحق يفصل الآيات لقوم يعلمون إنَّ في اختلاف الليل والنهار وما خلق الله في السماوات والأرض لآيات لقومٍ يتقون }[ يونس : 5- 6
ولفهم ذلك علينا أن نتخيل أن الزمن هو برنامج كمبيوتر يمكن ازالته ، وتخيل أنه عبارة عن سوفت وير وتخيل بانه سوفت وير مطبق عليك ، وهو الابرنامج الذي يمكنكن من الفصل بين أعمالك وخياراتك في كل ثانية ، ماذا لو تم الغاء هذا البرنامج ؟ ماذا لو لم يعد الزمن يعمل ؟ مالذي سيفصل عمل اليوم عن الغد ، ومالذي سيفصل بداية الكلام ونهايته ، هل يمكن أن تتخيل ذلك؟؟؟ فبالرجوع الى علم الله ، نجد أن الله يعلو ويسمو فوق الزمان والمكان فهو الاول وليس قبله شيئ وهو الآخر فليس بعده شيئ ، ولا يمكن القول بأنه بداية لشيئ معين لأن الله سبحانه وتعالى يسمو فوق الزمان ، ولا تنطبق عليه ولا على علمه قواعد وميزان الدنيا، لذلك فهو يعلم بكيفية ترتقي عن قواعد الدنيا ، فلو مثلنا الزمن بقطعة عجين مفرودة على الصاج بطول معين ( يمثل الزمن) والاعمال كأنها فلفل أسود ، فلولا العجين لما كنا قادرين على الفصل بين الاعمال ، ولولا انعدمت العجين لالتصقت الاعمال ببعضها دون فاصل، كذلك علم الله ، بال قواعد ولا حدود ، فهو العليم ، السميع ، علام الغيوب .
فكل مسؤول عن عمله ، والله يهدي للتي هي أقوم ، وييسر الاعمال بجنسها، والخيار ملك لنا.
اسأل الله التوفيق ، وارجو منه المغفرة ، فالله أعلم ، وما هذا المقال الا محاولة مني للإجابة على اسئلة بعض اصدقائي.

The Bags , Cargo , and a series of unfortunate events.

I have recently provided voluntary work for an NGO to finish their work regarding some Bags that were brought to them through Cargo from Italy , I know a friend who is specialized in this area so I handed it over to him. It is not my Job , it is a favor yet;
I have a lot of work , some pending as we speak now , some is getting on my nerves for the sake of friendship , and some is driving me crazy for PERSONAL reasons.
This is a word for most of my clients
” I know that the things I am holding maybe the only issue at your hands , But when i do extra stuff for you , it is a favor , when you sit alone at night or as you watch your favorite TV show or the news , do not allow the issue to expand in your heads , do not think , JUST trust me , I am handling it with my best care , you will think about probabilities and the What IFs , this will only make it hard for me to follow up on your thoughts , sometimes it will be really weird how you think about this , and since you know little about the details and the know HOWs , it will be hard for you to predict the outcomes and the way things go, so please just trust my judgments ”
You can not really know how far can a client go when he or she knows where you are. It is really funny to what extent they can reach to simply share their worries with you.

انا غزة

انا غزة

بتاريخ البارحة ، الموافق القدرة على النسيان ،من اليوم التالي من توقف بث وسائل الاعلام عن حرب غزة ، في تمام الساعة الاولى التي تسبق النوم، عادت حياتنا طبيعية الى ادراجها ، فكل آمن بالواقع وأن ما حدث قد حدث ، وفي احيان اخرى ، انتقلنا الى الى زاوية اليأس لعلنا نتمكن من إقناع ابناءنا بأن سبب العجز كان اليأس، رغم أنها من الكبائر إلا أنها انسجمت مع ذات المنطق الذي يدفع المسلم من الاقتراض من البنوك الربوية ، وذات السبب الذي يدفع المصلي الى أكل الحرام ، وذات السبب الذي يدفع المسيحي الى الضحك على ما يفعلونه المسيحيون بالكنائس ، وذات السبب الذي يدفع من يؤمن باي قضية أن يبيعها عرض الحائط مقابل زبد من الدنيا زائل ، لعل الدنيا تقف الى جانبه.

إلا أن البارحة الفعلي الموافق العاشر من حزيران 09 ، عرض ولأول مرة في دارة الفنون ( اللويبدة) الفلم الوثائقي ( أنا غزة) ، لن افسد عليكم الفلم لترونه ، وحمل الرسالة التي طالما سبحت في عقولنا ، وبدأ الفلم وانتهى ، وقد عيدت فيه مشاهد تحمل موسيقى حزينة تارة وموسيقى تشجيعية تارة ، واتفق الجمهور أن الحرب لا علاقة لها بحماس أوبفتح مبين ، وإنما هو” الانسان” وما تعرض له منة قصف ، واهانة وتعذيب جسدي ونفسي ، وهو ذات الانسان الذي بعد القصف عاد يحلم ليكون ذلك طبيبا ، وذلك شرطيا لعله يحفظ الامن ، وذلك في المقاومة.
بدأ الحضور يصفقون بحرارة عند انتهاء الفيلم ، لكني و بلحظة من اللحظات خشيت أن ينسوا المضمون ، ليركزوا على قدومهم الى الفيلم مساندين فكرة تذكر مآسي الحرب ، فسارت الامور على نحو جميل ليسأل البعض عن المقاومة ومشروعيتها ، كما قدم بعضهم نفسه بأنه شهيد الخريطة ، أي أن الخريطة قتلته قبل الاستشهاد أو حتى الوصول الى غزة هاشم الابية ، هل كان سيذهب / سيذهبون لو فتحت الحدود ؟ هذا من جانب الا ان فهم الجمهور ذهب الى أن المقاومة تبدأ ببناء فكرة ، وهذه الفكرة قد تكون أغنية ، او مسرحية أو فيلما كما فعلت أسمى بسيسو، وهذا والله أقوى من الاستنكار والشجب ، فما قامت به أسمى تلك الفتاة التي تحمل كل معاني المقاومة – وما واجهته من صعوبات تصاعدت كلما اقتربت من حدود مدينتها- هي احدى الخطوات الرئيسية التي طالما حلمنا بها، للوصول الى مجتمع مقاوم ولو فكريا ، فلا عجب بأن العقل يمكن أن يصنع المعجزات ، ولا عجب أن الاصرار من شيمه كسر الحصار ، ولا عجب بأن فلسطين ما زالت محتلة. فهذا ليس قدر فلسطين ، وهذا ليس قدرنا ، الم نكن اعزاء من قبل ؟ الم نكن ملوك السابقين ، الم نكن دولة عظيمة ؟ فلنبن على ما سبق ، وتنرك البدايات الجديدة التي طالما كانت جذورها ابعد من شجرة الزيتون تلك ، أو اقرب الى السفارة الامريكية في عبدون تلك ، أو بجانب برنامج تلفزيوني واهم.

ذهبنا الى البيوت فرحين بما آتانا الله من فكر، كما اننا فرحين لأن الاعلام قد أعلن نهاية الحرب ، فلعل هذا هو الطريق الأمثل لتوحيد الامم ، فنحن لا نجتمع على اسلام ( فهناك دائما خلاف) ونحن لا نجتمع على عروبة ( فالدنيا تأخذنا بعيدا لعدم الانتاجية الحقيقية) ونحن لا نجتمع على شيء ، فما نحن حينئذ سوى مستهلكين بلا فكر ، ولكن ، عندما استعرضت الجزير قوتها الاعلامية اجتمعنا ، شيوخا ، وشبابا ، وصغارا ، ونساءا ، اردنيون وفلسطينيون ، مسلمون ومسيحيون ، حتى عربا واوروبييون .
فها أنا أعلن أن القائد الجديد في عصرنا هذا هو التلفزيون ، وما يحتويه ، ومدى تأثيره على الشارع العربي ، ومدى تأثر المذيع أو المذيعة بالخبر، فلاحظوا أنه مهما كان الخبر سيء ، اذا ابتسمت المذيعة والمذيع في آخره يخف وقعه على النفس، والعكس صحيح ؛
وتبقى فلسطين محتلة.
أنا دائما غزة ودائما فلسطين ، ودائما في حب القضية العربية ، وباقيا حتى الممات في الايمان بأن حتى همسات النصر ، وأغنياته ، ومسرحياته ، ومسيراته ، وهتافاته، ودراساته ، وتقوية افراده هي خطوة تقربنا اليه، دون التعصب الى فكرة، او مذهب أو حتى نوع طعام، للننزع ثوب الذل ونتوحد على الهدف.
فقد ولدنا أحرار رغم الحصار ، وولدنا أبطال رغم تأخر الانتصار

WE Like Being like….

Dear all ,
Lately I have been going to several places in order to meet some youth for some sort of a research , we went to play station places and gathering coffee shops where they smoke Argeeleh , ( I was hoping I could find them else where , bas hatha elli jako)
It was really surprising how most of our ” Elite” youth like to look like anything but themselves , you can trace back the size of the nose to the days of Nimer El 3idwan , but as you start looking at the hair and cheeks you get confused, I also found different people living a total lie simply because trying to look like someone who they saw on TV, is very hard and would take so much time each day.
I also saw others who are on the other side of this equation, but the majority was like the first type.
how bad can this be?
What I am trying to say , the media has taken us off course with our marsh to progress , it hooked us to these illusive chains that are holding us still for most of our giving years. there are a couple of disadvantages for time wasting , whether it was playing time , or time spent on looks , or time spent on finding ones self , or time figuring out the path to cross this life in.
To get closer to what I want to say for a whole community let us take a metaphor , When calculating the time wasted in a company by employees , on several matters , such as late arrivals or internet entertainment , the money paid for them is also considered wasted, so the amount of money and time wasted are added together to indicate the potential of this company’s progress that is going down the drain.
Same applies in a country, or a whole nation , just exchange money with prosperity and expectations and employees with citizens.

In Israel , the new born is fed their Cause from his mother’s breasts , then he sings it in schools , he applies it theoretically in the university and then lives it day to day in his work and daily life. That is why they are speeding ahead of us.

We are still busy with freedom calls and liberty laws , while history tells us that such laws came after nations uprising . We are still hearing calls for becoming Global , ( AMERICAN OR EUROPEAN ) while we forget that the amount of history and culture we have , can be built on rather than calling for another civilization imitations. Shall we progress acknowledging who we are ,our civilization will progress with acceleration.
We need to concentrate on our path , I think our problem was indoctrinated in our culture through Media , straight to our homes where we feel safe and secure, such invasions has flipped most of our lives into a total fake ones, to find out after time passes and wasted that we have been fobbed off , and all the time we spent was wasted on nothing , simply nothing , maybe personal professional development , but nothing for the bigger cause.
We believe that the more our youth gets emptied from the inside the better chance they will naturally call for soul fulfillment, where they can live without fear , where they can find peace after joining the path of progress.

Against it…

Well I have been hearing so much Idealisms about non-smoking , getting things done on time and how hard does it feel when we get people taking us for granted and all .
I am really against that all , I think that it is an attitude problem with those people complaining , it is very well understood that corrupted people are not the ones who have a problem because in their own world they are right and they know they are …
so in order to make them see the right thing we must communicate on a steady base of spreading awareness of something weather it is a kitchen installation contract or it was a none smoking area breached by some idiots. If we really mean well and we think we have to make a difference things we know can come like a hard rock on someone’s head , we need to chill out and bring it easy on them , and not be selfish in showing off that we know the right from wrong, Cuz to tell you the truth no body has the right to claim that in a shared community of different societies.

This I love

The use of our past has nearly come to an end when we allowed it to tress pass the effect that it was only thoughts.
Have we ever ruled our past , unfortunate events we had nothing to do with?
Our negative history builds blocks around and inside our hearts , preventing us from proceeding , sever cases made some of us act like a child in certain places as if they were brought back in time in that exact place, where a transformation of an adult happenes right in front of your eyes. It is weird , nothing to do but to stair.
I would assume since I AM NOT A PSYCHIATRIST , that such events in the past must be taken care of , in that matter methods can come to handy like starting forgiving ones self , since back then we acted as we know best , we must not judge ourselves , this is the best we could have done back then , all we need to start doing is forgive our selves at that point of time, we must go back , we can not change the past , but we can deal with it.
And if there is more to this than us being there , and there are others who did hurt us , or even stood there doing nothing we better forgive then as well , now starting the process will take a whole lot of power and energy , we might cry but I promise we will be relieved.
Go back look it up phase by phase and start forgiving , it will widen and the network will help us get back to where we are now with enhanced power to move on.
This is not a chain letter :) but do not ignore what it has because it was tried and it worked.

Should have been done long time ago

Sometimes thinking about your past and observing your daily habits gives you a whole Idea on how much you have changed in core . The news is I have not changed a bit , just chose to worship Allah the all mighty , but the rest is still the same , I find out that I have not settled the old problems that controlled my mind for a long while , living well meant finishing the old stories and put them into bed or in wrapped boxes not half open for a better chance to do things better maybe later.
This methology will allow me to move on to another level , Dear Lord I know this is late , but they say it is never too late.
I had this conversation that took me a few years back to settle the score , the problem this time, there are no people to settle the score with , some of them have died already ( I am not that old) but some died and some lived on , yet I still have their files half open keeping my head untidy which makes moving a little bit hard in there.
The way to close the old files is to forgive my self for what happened , see I never blame anyone for anything bad that happened , I only blame my self , I should have done better , yet some of the files are over than 15 years old , so I will have to close them in a way to allow my self for the mistakes I have done and for allowing others that far.
To go there it took me a few old songs that I am still listening to as I write this post , , , Yeah I am listening to counting crows ( Round Here ) this is making it easier to stand up straight at that time that place. So now I am there , shall I forgive or discuss the details with my self and argue or simply ask for forgiveness or give it. What is forgiveness anyway , what does it mean? This is something that should be done perfectly sealed and put in the back yard of my mind. Let’s hope it becomes more tidy.

I simply like it by Coldplay

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing
But I couldn’t think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You’re a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what it’s all about [x2]

Everything I know is wrong
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
That’s the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
That’s the hardest part

Coldplay The Hardest Part